hollyannaeree: :) sometimes we forget. (Taken with instagram)
“Just because someone hurt you yesterday doesn’t mean you should start living life today in constant fear of being hurt tomorrow.”
The last month has been so hectic. I don’t know where I went wrong for almost everyone in my family to turn against me. It actually hurts that people can judge me from the stories they hear or whatever but they have not once witnessed any of those actions first hand. I get it that just cus the oldest sibling in the family should be ‘responsible’ but he is nothing like it. I lost total respect for him. He’s just selfish, unworthy and non truthful as well as hypocritical. The biggest hypocrite I’ve ever encountered. Nonetheless, you don’t ever lay a finger on your own sister whose 5 years younger than you. My parents are constantly tellin me that communication is key in a relationship but how do I even start a conversation without being scolded for all the wrong doings or accused for being immature and such. I really don’t get it. I feel so vulnerable living under this household that I just wanna escape. I want to be somewhere where people will actually listen to what I have to say. Where people will be there for me and care for me. I pretend that everything’s fine and that I’m over all the drama but to be honest I’m still hurting.. W0523 12:10am

The last month has been so hectic. I don’t know where I went wrong for almost everyone in my family to turn against me. It actually hurts that people can judge me from the stories they hear or whatever but they have not once witnessed any of those actions first hand. I get it that just cus the oldest sibling in the family should be ‘responsible’ but he is nothing like it. I lost total respect for him. He’s just selfish, unworthy and non truthful as well as hypocritical. The biggest hypocrite I’ve ever encountered. Nonetheless, you don’t ever lay a finger on your own sister whose 5 years younger than you. My parents are constantly tellin me that communication is key in a relationship but how do I even start a conversation without being scolded for all the wrong doings or accused for being immature and such. I really don’t get it. I feel so vulnerable living under this household that I just wanna escape. I want to be somewhere where people will actually listen to what I have to say. Where people will be there for me and care for me. I pretend that everything’s fine and that I’m over all the drama but to be honest I’m still hurting..

W0523
12:10am

“Every experience you’ve had makes you who you are and makes you more yourself.”
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